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lyrics

자해와 해방

자, 피를 흘려 가보자
자아가 흐물흐물, 왜 당신이 여기에 있어?

다 집어치워, 모두 부숴버리면 되는거야
아무도 탓할 생각 없으니까 이제 그만 꺼져
사랑받는 것도 사랑하는 것도 필요없어
너희들 모두 그저 역겹고 증오스러워

아, 이곳은 아무도 없는 자조의 낙원
피비린내가 나
하지만 결국 현실로 추방되고 마는 걸

자, 가보자
너희 눈엔 내가 무엇으로 보여?
비겁자? 기만자?
아니, 나는 스스로의 구원자이자 해방자일지니

자, 피를 흘려 가보자
현실이 일렁일렁, 이제 나는 여기에 없어

아무 것도 증명할 필요 없어
아무 것도 희망할 필요 없어
공허의 품에 안겨 있으면 그걸로 족해

이제는 현실도 나 자신도 필요 없어

이 어둠과 무거운 적막
그 안에 잠들면 돼

나는 쓰레기야, 그게 뭐가 어쨌다는거냐?
한번도 이 목숨이 감사한적은 없어
그냥 사라져
네 무책임한 낙관주의, 쾌락주의
더 이상 행복하고 싶지 않아
이제 지쳤어

자해와 해방
자해와 해방
자해와 해방
자해와 해방
자해와 해방
자해와 해방
자해와 해방
자해와 해방
자해와 해방
자해와 해방
자해와 해방
자해와 해방
자해와 해방
자해와 해방

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Self-Harm and Liberation

Come on, let’s go by shedding blood
Ego is mushy, why are you here?

Fuck it all, just break everything
I'm not going to blame anyone, so just fuck off
I don’t need to be loved nor to love
You are all just disgusting and repulsive

Ah, here is the humanless paradise of self-deprecation
It stinks of blood
But I always end up banished to reality

Come on, let’s go
What do I look like to your eyes?
A hypocrite? A deceiver?
No – I am become my own savior and liberator

Come on, let’s go by shedding blood
Reality is shimmering; now I am not here

I don't need to prove anything
I don't need to hope anything
It is enough to be embraced by the void

Now I don’t even need reality nor myself

In this darkness and heavy silence
In there, I can just fall asleep

I’m trash, so what about it?
I’ve never appreciated this life
Just go away
Your irresponsible optimism, hedonism
I don’t want to be happy anymore
I’m tired out now

Self-harm and liberation
Self-harm and liberation
Self-harm and liberation
Self-harm and liberation
Self-harm and liberation
Self-harm and liberation
Self-harm and liberation
Self-harm and liberation
Self-harm and liberation
Self-harm and liberation
Self-harm and liberation
Self-harm and liberation
Self-harm and liberation
Self-harm and liberation

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from 나는 나를 통해 우​리​를 보는 너를 통해 나를 본다, released October 22, 2022

All songs and texts written by 叫號 (Kyuho)

Guitar arrangement on track 5 by Arc
Saxophone solo on track 6 by Tom Haberland
Drum arrangement by Yoel

Voice, guitars and bass recorded by 叫號 (Kyuho)
Drums recorded by Yoel

Drum recording at M.O.L Studio

Mixed and mastered by 叫號 (Kyuho)

Album cover and graphic design by 박혜수

Lyrics translation proofreading by Charles Barnes

Produced and released by nO aUTHORITY

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Madmans Esprit Seoul, South Korea

Madmans Esprit is making depressive suicidal blackened pop in Seoul, Korea and their second home, Berlin, Germany.

叫號(Kyuho) : Voice, Everything

Madmans Esprit is under ‘Gan-Shin Records’, the European label of Japanese bands like DIR EN GREY, lynch. and sukekiyo. ... more

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