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妄誕詩

꽃향기 나는 낙원을 배신하고
육향이 농후한 현실로

한 사람의 선으로 슬픔이 끝날 수 있다고 믿어?
그들은 무정하고 너는 무력해

선의 추구와 악의 실천
인간됨의 비인간성

나는 썩은 이상을 잉태해
하지만 스스로를 사랑할 수가 없는 건

한 번도 그대를 사랑한 적이 없기 때문이야

나의 사산아

이 분노도, 절망도 결국에는 자기만족이지?
결국 관념의 바다에서만 숨을 쉬는
나는 허상일 뿐

나를 사랑하지 마

눈꺼풀 뒤에 떠오르는 얼굴들
그 눈동자에 비친 내가
이 죄 많은 혀로 구원을 지껄인다
나를 고독에서 꺼내줘

손목을 비집어 열고 내비치는 붉은 자조
사랑할 것이 하나도 남아있지 않아

당신과 섞이고 싶었던 내 잘못이겠지
아무도 탄생을 구걸하진 않았어
네 시선이 낳은 내가 말한다

“나를 죽여”

꽃향기 나는 낙원을 비웃고
육향이 썩어가는 현실로

한 사람의 악으로 슬픔이 태어난다고 믿어?
모든 악인을 벌하면 낙원이 온다고 믿어?

절망을 낳는 절망

소소한 행복이 만드는 굉음에
짓눌려 으깨진 내 목소리는

아무도 구원할 수 없어
스스로를 사랑할 수 없는 건
누구를 증오하면 되는 거야?

아무도 구원받을 수 없어
일순간 지나간 환희의 잔향(殘香)을 그리워하며 서서히 죽어갈 뿐

피를 흘려 증명하는 존재의 이유

나를 인정하지 마

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Mangtanshi

Betraying the paradise that is blooming with the fragrance of flowers
To the reality thickly smelling of meat

Do you believe one person’s virtue can end the sadness?
They are heartless and you are powerless

Pursuit of virtue and practice of evil
Inhumanity of being human

I conceive the rotten ideal
But the reason I can’t love myself

It’s because I’ve never loved you

My stillborn

Even this rage, this despair is all just self-satisfaction in the end, right?
I, who only breathe in the sea of notions
I am just an illusion

Do not love me

Faces emerging under the eyelid
I am reflected on those pupils, talking gibberish about salvation with this sinful tongue
Pull me out of the solitude

Red self-deprecation, that is splitting the wrist open and appearing through
There is nothing left to love anymore

It is my fault, isn’t it?
Because I wanted to be mixed in you
Nobody asked for birth
I, who was born from your gaze say

“Kill me”

Laughing at the paradise that is blooming with the fragrance of flowers
To the reality rotting with the smell of meat

Do you believe one person’s evil gives birth to sadness?
Do you think a paradise will come when we punish all the wicked?

Despair giving birth to despair

My voice that is crushed down by the roar of small happinesses

Cannot save anyone
That I can’t love myself, who should I hate

No one can be saved
Just slowly dying, missing the remaining scent of jubilance that is instantly passed by

The reason of existence, that I prove by bleeding

Do not acknowledge me

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from 나는 나를 통해 우​리​를 보는 너를 통해 나를 본다, released October 22, 2022

All songs and texts written by 叫號 (Kyuho)

Guitar arrangement on track 5 by Arc
Saxophone solo on track 6 by Tom Haberland
Drum arrangement by Yoel

Voice, guitars and bass recorded by 叫號 (Kyuho)
Drums recorded by Yoel

Drum recording at M.O.L Studio

Mixed and mastered by 叫號 (Kyuho)

Album cover and graphic design by 박혜수

Lyrics translation proofreading by Charles Barnes

Produced and released by nO aUTHORITY

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Madmans Esprit Seoul, South Korea

Madmans Esprit is making depressive suicidal blackened pop in Seoul, Korea and their second home, Berlin, Germany.

叫號(Kyuho) : Voice, Everything

Madmans Esprit is under ‘Gan-Shin Records’, the European label of Japanese bands like DIR EN GREY, lynch. and sukekiyo. ... more

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