백골의 정원

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백골의 정원

익사한 새가 지저귄다
하찮게 행복이나 희망을 지껄이며 몰래 숨긴 모순

피가 엉겨 붙은 손목
역류하는 구정물과 감은 눈꺼풀이
뒤섞여

왜 나는 죽음의 한가운데 삶을 열망하는지
왜 삶은 손끝에 닿기 전에 사라지고 마는지

애증의 아우성에 파묻혀 사라진다
존재의 이유와 수없이 토해낸 통곡

모두 사멸하는 이곳은 백골의 정원

Die Welt, die wir verdienen

내다 버린 진실이 부패한다
그 썩은 시체 위에 세운 정원에 이렇게 옅게 퍼져있는 냄새

쉬운 말로 두 동강이 난 선악
멸시하며 잠드는 너
너의 평안한 하루를 위해
절망이 만개한다

왼팔의 벌어진 피부 사이에 나와는 관계가 없는 고통
왼팔의 흐르는 피와 눈물은 오직 나만이 느끼는 고통

수없이 반복되는 너의 절망
너는 무력해, 더 이상 노력하지 마
이제 됐어
그러니까 그냥 죽어
우리에게 희망은 없어
그냥 죽어
네 존재에는 아무런 가치도 없어
그러니까 그냥 죽어

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Garden of skeletons

A drowned bird sings A paradox is hidden secretly while there is petty talk of happiness or hope

A wrist matted with blood
Backwards-flowing filthy water and closed eyelids are blending in

Why do I long for life right in the middle of death?
Why does life fade away right before it touches the fingertips?

It disappears, buried under the clamor of love and hatred
The reason of existence and the wails vomited out countlessly

Here, where everything perishes away, is the garden of skeletons

The world we deserve   The thrown-out truth is rotting
The smell that is spread out so lightly at the garden that is built on its rotten body
 The truth that is broken in half by simple language
You fall asleep despising it
For your peaceful day
Despair blooms fully

Between gaping skin on the left arm, the pain that has nothing to do with me
Blood and tears flowing on the left arm, the pain that only I feel

Your despair, repeating countlessly
You are powerless, don’t try anymore
It is enough
So just die
We have no hope
Just die
Your existence has no value at all
So just die

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from 나는 나를 통해 우리를 보는 너를 통해 나를 본다, released October 22, 2022
 All songs and texts written by 叫號 (Kyuho)

Guitar arrangement on track 5 by Arc
Saxophone solo on track 6 by Tom Haberland
Drum arrangement by Yoel

Voice, guitars and bass recorded by 叫號 (Kyuho) Drums recorded by Yoel
 Drum recording at M.O.L Studio

Mixed and mastered by 叫號 (Kyuho)

Album cover and graphic design by 박혜수

Lyrics translation proofreading by Charles Barnes

Produced and released by nO aUTHORITY

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Madmans Esprit Seoul, South Korea

Madmans Esprit is making depressive suicidal blackened pop in Seoul, Korea and their second home, Berlin, Germany.

叫號(Kyuho) : Voice, Everything

Madmans Esprit is under ‘Gan-Shin Records’, the European label of Japanese bands like DIR EN GREY, lynch. and sukekiyo. ... more

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