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lyrics

蟻夢

잔잔히 번져가는 회색빛 석양
죽은 태양 아래의 몽환경

너무 낮은 저 거먹구름
숨을 앗아가는 이곳에 나는 없어
잿빛으로 변해가는 나와는 관계가 없는 세상
느리고 분명하게 점멸(漸滅)하는 이곳에 내가 있어

이름없이 피고 지는 저 들꽃의 무상
감은 눈꺼풀 아래엔 무한한 공허가 있어

잠식하는 허망에 마음이 바스러져

너무 낮은 저 거먹구름
숨을 앗아가는 이곳에 나는 없어
잿빛으로 변해가는 나와는 관계가 없는 세상
느리고 분명하게 점멸(漸滅)하는 이곳에 내가 있어
나의 꿈을 꾸는 개미의 꿈을 꾸며 

Breathing futility
Dreaming of existing

스멀스멀 갈변하는 핏빛 자아

손가락 사이로 현실이 흘러내려

질문이 없는 대답을 찾는다
텅 빈 마음을 좀먹는 불안

스스로에게 새기는 존재의 증명

내가 여기 있어

너무 낮은 저 거먹구름
숨을 앗아가는 이곳에 나는 없어
잿빛으로 변해가는 나와는 관계가 없는 세상
느리고 분명하게 점멸(漸滅)하는 이곳에서 나는 꿈을 꿔

실존이라는 개미의 꿈을

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Euimong

A grey sunset that murmurs
A delusional world under the dead sun

Those dark clouds that are hanging too low
I am not here, where it takes the breath away
It is turning grey, the world that has nothing to do with me
I am here, where it is collapsing slowly and clearly

Meaninglessness of that wild flower, that blooms and falls without a name
There is an infinite void under the closed eyelid

By the encroaching futility, my heart crumbles into pieces

Those dark clouds that are hanging too low
I am not here, where it takes the breath away
It is turning grey, the world that has nothing to do with me
I am here, where it is collapsing slowly and clearly
Dreaming of an ant who dreams of me

Breathing futility
Dreaming of existing

A blood-red ego that slowly browns

Reality is flowing down through the fingers

I am looking for an answer that has no question
Anxiety corroding the empty heart

The proof of existence that I carve on myself

I am here

Those dark clouds that are hanging too low
I am not here, where it takes the breath away
It is turning grey, the world that has nothing to do with me
I dream here, where it is collapsing slowly and clearly

The dream of an ant that is called existence

credits

from 나는 나를 통해 우​리​를 보는 너를 통해 나를 본다, released October 22, 2022

All songs and texts written by 叫號 (Kyuho)

Guitar arrangement on track 5 by Arc
Saxophone solo on track 6 by Tom Haberland
Drum arrangement by Yoel

Voice, guitars and bass recorded by 叫號 (Kyuho)
Drums recorded by Yoel

Drum recording at M.O.L Studio

Mixed and mastered by 叫號 (Kyuho)

Album cover and graphic design by 박혜수

Lyrics translation proofreading by Charles Barnes

Produced and released by nO aUTHORITY

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Madmans Esprit Seoul, South Korea

Madmans Esprit is making depressive suicidal blackened pop in Seoul, Korea and their second home, Berlin, Germany.

叫號(Kyuho) : Voice, Everything

Madmans Esprit is under ‘Gan-Shin Records’, the European label of Japanese bands like DIR EN GREY, lynch. and sukekiyo. ... more

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