Idon'tknowwhoIambutthesexgoeson

from 나는 나를 통해 우리를 보는 너를 통해 나를 본다 by Madmans Esprit

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Idon’tknowwhoIambutthesexgoeson

먹고 싶어
먹히고 싶어
내가 먹는다면 나는 나?

먹고 싶어
먹히고 싶어
내가 먹힌다면 나는 너?

프로크루스테스의 침대에서 낳은
발아하는 sex
Y와 X
뇌에 박아 넣고 주입하는 주사바늘
구강과 항문을 지나 단단해진 self

타인이 비치는 거울을 바라보며
자학과 피학의 bondage

Image
오려 붙인 정체성
망막을 찌른 sexuality

Divide
갈라진 틈 사이에
질식하는 자아

젖은 꿈속 그대는 비인간
당신의 망상을 입고 존재하지 않는 나를 연기해
누구의 것인지 모를 욕망들이 뒤섞여
만들어진 시선에 비친 나의
정상정사 정상정사

복종이 주는 자유
굴복이 주는 권력
규칙을 숭배하며 안전하게 얻은 쾌락

무리지어 꿈틀거리는 두 종류의 성기
왕과 여왕
짓밟혀 형태를 잃고 뒤섞인 그 외 the others

누가 너야?
너는 누구야?

10.Idon’tknowwhoIambutthesexgoeson

I want to eat
I want to be eaten
If I eat, I am myself?

I want to eat
I want to be eaten
If I’m eaten, I am you?

Born in the bed of Procrustes
Sprouting sex
Y and X
A needle that is injecting into the brain
Through the oral and anal, hardened self

Looking into the mirror that reflects a stranger
Bondage of sadomasochism

Image
Identity cut and pasted
Retina piercing sexuality

Divide
Between the split crack
Suffocating ego

In the wet dream, you are a nonhuman
Wearing your delusion, I act myself who doesn’t exist
Unknown people’s desires are mixed up and made a gaze
It’s reflecting my normal sex

Freedom given by obedience
Power given by submission
Safely earned pleasure while worshiping rules

Two sorts of genitals, bunched up and wriggling
King and queen
Lost shape by being trampled and mixed up, “the others”

Which one is you?
Who are you?

credits

from 나는 나를 통해 우리를 보는 너를 통해 나를 본다, released October 22, 2022
 All songs and texts written by 叫號 (Kyuho)

Guitar arrangement on track 5 by Arc
Saxophone solo on track 6 by Tom Haberland
Drum arrangement by Yoel

Voice, guitars and bass recorded by 叫號 (Kyuho) Drums recorded by Yoel
 Drum recording at M.O.L Studio

Mixed and mastered by 叫號 (Kyuho)

Album cover and graphic design by 박혜수

Lyrics translation proofreading by Charles Barnes

Produced and released by nO aUTHORITY

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Madmans Esprit Seoul, South Korea

Madmans Esprit is making depressive suicidal blackened pop in Seoul, Korea and their second home, Berlin, Germany.

叫號(Kyuho) : Voice, Everything

Madmans Esprit is under ‘Gan-Shin Records’, the European label of Japanese bands like DIR EN GREY, lynch. and sukekiyo. ... more

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