내버려둬 (Leave me alone)

from 나는 나를 통해 우리를 보는 너를 통해 나를 본다 by Madmans Esprit

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내버려둬 (Leave me alone)

I don’t want to hurt, don’t want to get hurt
I see your lips moving, but you’re talking backwards
I’m disassociating from myself and the world

I’m trying to breath but the air became toxic
My room’s suddenly gone; I don’t know where to go
A friendly knife will pull me out of myself

Why don’t you leave me alone?
내버려둬

I don’t want to hurt, don’t want to get hurt
But it feels like I want myself to die the most
Was the world always there when I am not here?

I have to take this tainted heart out and wash it
A thousand maggots wriggling in my stomach

I’m drowning in serotonin, suffocating in my own brain
The silence is eating me
Walls are getting closer
I’m screaming but no voice comes out
A friendly knife will pull me out of myself

Pull me out

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from 나는 나를 통해 우리를 보는 너를 통해 나를 본다, released October 22, 2022
 All songs and texts written by 叫號 (Kyuho)

Guitar arrangement on track 5 by Arc
Saxophone solo on track 6 by Tom Haberland
Drum arrangement by Yoel

Voice, guitars and bass recorded by 叫號 (Kyuho) Drums recorded by Yoel
 Drum recording at M.O.L Studio

Mixed and mastered by 叫號 (Kyuho)

Album cover and graphic design by 박혜수

Lyrics translation proofreading by Charles Barnes

Produced and released by nO aUTHORITY

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Madmans Esprit Seoul, South Korea

Madmans Esprit is making depressive suicidal blackened pop in Seoul, Korea and their second home, Berlin, Germany.

叫號(Kyuho) : Voice, Everything

Madmans Esprit is under ‘Gan-Shin Records’, the European label of Japanese bands like DIR EN GREY, lynch. and sukekiyo. ... more

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